Monday, April 12, 2010
{ 1:20 PM }
สุขสันต์วันสงกรานต์!
i havent been blogging again for ten thousand years.
im in bkk again.. 3+am but still cant sleep.
Friday, January 29, 2010
{ 5:14 PM }
i haven written in here for so long..
prolly too lazy and tired of my current nonsensical life... or just plain lazy to write..
我要学会好好爱自己, be more selfish...
but at the same time, 不要忘了我自己。
i know what my bad habit is, always trusting people too easily. always being so nice to people. always doing things underhand ( not as in bad things) as in doing things that will make people misunderstand me on the surface judgement..
i always think that i shouldnt at all care about what others think when i do things because this is my life. so i should do what i wanna do and not care about what others say... because it's my very own life and im living for myself and not living for other people's thoughts... but im wrong. back in one round the things i do often are the things that hurt myself the most.
although there are some people in my life i ought to blame but i gotta hold some resposibilities too... (yes blame might sound harsh but...sigh. )
im still growing up i have lots more to learn
i need to learn how to take care of myself and im trying very hard.
i will never never betray myself and never never forget who i really am, and what kind of character i have naturally in built in...
i've been spending too much time comparing other people's happiness with their bad (maybe not so serious as 'bad' but rather different character...) thinking if im as 'bad' as them i might be happier.. but i just cant do what they do. i don't have the heart to be 'bad' or 'different' as them, like them..
but being too nice often means and equals to killing yourself.
trying to learn how to be a 'bad' and more 'selfish' person is really very hard for me.. but always end up making myself looking worst then those 'bad' people... i don't know why, but maybe humans are born to see what's on the surface and to believe on what the eyes or ears tell them.. cant blame i might be like that too... most of the time we listen to our eyes and ears too much we lost our heart.. our eyes and ears speak so loud that we cant hear our heart anymore...
i just got so much more to learn and overcome.
need to learn how to communicate with people.. care for myself more... and train harder...
i don't wanna lose myself.. anymore.........
Friday, November 20, 2009
{ 11:51 AM }
my life is getting way too boring that i can stand it no more :(
tomorrow it's gran's birthday :D
but i haven been that good grandaugh that i ought to be... :(((
sighs,
going on a cruiseeee, to m'sia then to phuket ^^
hope it'd be fun and happyful LOL
&
i miss sis! hope she'd fun in korea. =)
{ 11:50 AM }
"I hate when people treat me like I aint got a lick of sense."
Thursday, November 12, 2009
{ 10:59 PM }
:)
:(
开心，伤心。都分不清楚。
好事，坏事。都分不清楚。
好人，坏人。也分不清楚。
RAWRR~
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
{ 1:31 PM }
OMG! i just realised i have red eyes and lil'fangs!
and so! i decided to be a vampboxer ;)
แวมไพร์ ก็ชอบต่อยมวย ^^
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
{ 1:34 PM }
ทำไม ทุก ๆ คน ใจดำใจร้าย ร้ายร้ายร้าย ถึงยังนี้ว้า?! :(
{ 12:21 PM }
i want, i need, i must...
find the child in me back.
bring me my playground back to me... :(
give me back the lost child in me.......
Monday, November 9, 2009
{ 9:05 AM }
ทุกทุกวัน ฉันก็นอนไม่หลับ
ตอนเช้าก็ นอนzZZzZ ตกค่ำ/ตอนดึก ก็ ตื่นขึ้น
สมองจะบ้าแล้ว!
กู ไม่รู้จะทำอะไรดี
ชีวิต เหมือน เสียเวลา อย่างเดียว เลย!
{ 5:19 AM }
the unbelievable is more believable then the believable.
ไม่น่าเชื่อ น่าเชื่อกว่า น่าเชื่อ!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
{ 12:22 PM }
ชีวิตของฉันมีแต่ฟังคน ๆ เหตุผลควายควาย
คน ๆก็ชอบรังแกกูด้วย
ไม่รู้เรื่องจริง ๆ
Saturday, November 7, 2009
{ 3:06 PM }
gosh it's 7am-ish and i'm still wide awake after a night of drinking away. bad bad, this is badddd~
am still so tired and achings from 3day's ago training! haven had this kinda feeling for so long. that's what i call trainin ;) ♥♥
oiish, went to Tawandang today for the loy krathong festival thing. :) b e a u tiful.
then to orchard tower's top5.
it was fun ^^
and i cant believe that all still cant make me sleep! :((
Friday, November 6, 2009
{ 3:05 AM }
sigh, i wasted another day.i woke up when the sky falls dark and sleeps when it brightens up.. :(it's like an addicted, a habit i cant quite kick off yet.feeling so reluctant to sleep...i'm so happy :)little one!♥♥have been watching all these shows, great ;)花より男子, 恋して悪魔.5 หัวใจฮีโร่, MuayThai Dunk.(BankXOXO!)
Thursday, November 5, 2009
{ 10:47 AM }
aches, bruises & pain. yea, now that's what i call training!
NOT just trying to train people for
charities, favours, benefits, money or girls. If that's what you call a trainer.
go fug yourself Man.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
{ 12:54 PM }
I
♥Bank(Preeti Barameeanant)
แบงก์HOT
♥♥ xx
Friday, October 30, 2009
{ 10:04 AM }
"help me see the sunlight."
seems that i have a hard time trying to fall asleep.
have you ever tired being irritated by just trying to get yourself to fall asleep?
sounds funny ay!
My sleeping pattern are equalavent to traveling all around the world.. Sleeping in differnt time zones everyday.
Monday, October 26, 2009
{ 7:06 AM }
if you are afraid of the curelty and try to avoid curelty,
then you'll never be able to handle it.
but if you throw yourself bare to curelty.
you'll be able to face it without feeling shy.
and that's call the hard way of learning things.
only through facing the worst makes you understand.
but then again you'll hurt along the way....
